Solitary Companionship

Right this is the second poem from the 2nd book now - "Sleepless Nights - Dreaming Of You". Enjoy.



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Stately took my heart in two hands and warmed it.
What he didn’t understand was that he rubbed it too hard-
It burnt.
Scarred.

Derelict again,
I lay awake-
Dormant.


I’m going to miss Stately.

I have now lost a companionship,
A lover.
All secrets released to him,
A book of truths in his mind.

He left me to play with the wolves,
My mind fragmented and confused.
Fragile and insecure, I cry.

I thought I could release the Reinforced Heart,
But little did I know,
I left myself far to open for a direct hit.
I still protected myself, somehow?



Regarding my heart though-
I will reinforce again,
With a strong defense.
This time I will cage and chain.

Release this heart I wear on my sleeve,
I wish for it to leave the unprotected area
And take cover while it can.


I’m going to hide,
Hide from truths and lust.
But this will be impossible.
So the fountains will flow,
And sadness has come.
Fight the struggle and surcome to this inevitable feeling.

Change is here,
Let’s move to the new pathway.
The pathway - solitary.